Life is wonderful

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I’m saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Liberation never so sweet

The sun shone a little brighter this morning. Slept a little better last night. Feeling the small flame within. Hungry for life. What’s next?

Desires to travel the world. To finally write for unheard voiced. To help the helpless. To cook for the hungry.
What’s next on my plate?

The last goodbye

“The Last Goodbye”

I don’t believe you
And I never will
Oh I can’t live by your side
With the lies you’ve tried to instill
I can’t take anymore
I dont have to give you a reason
For leaving this time
Coz this is my last goodbye

It’s like I hardly know you
But maybe I never did
It’s like every emotion you showed me
You kept well hid
And every true word that you ever spoke
Was really deceiving
Now I’m leaving this time
Coz this is my last goodbye

I’ve gotta turn and walk away
I don’t have anything left to say
I haven’t already said before
I’ve grown tired of being used
And I’m sick and tired of being accused
Now I’m walking away from you
And I’m not coming back

Its been 4 days…

As the title says… It’s been 4 days since I heard anything from you. Both with mega ego that refuse to back down. But how long shud the silent treatment last? A week? A month? For good?

How do one break the ice? Should we start with apology or just forget the incident and move on? Or should we use this break to break free from each other for good?

Although it has been four days, I’m stil calm, I don’t have the pressing urge to check my inbox for msgs from him. Although today my nerves are slightly jumpy from the thought of texting him. Maybe I shouldn’t…

Do you really know me at all, i wonder…

Doesn’r it scare you that your partner do not know everthing bout u or perhaps its you who don’t know them that well?

It’s scarier the other way around I suppose. They could be a scumming liar Or a peadophile, that is being a little extreme.

How about them not knowing your favourite colour, like, dislikes, fears or even goals in life? Shouldn’t couples share this kind of bond with their significant other? Or perhaps through observations that your partner notice your peeved habits without you having to make a biography or resume for him to know such details bout you?

It just makes you wonder why are you even togther planning to make a bond of etenity- till death to you part. What are you sharing then from the years of being in a relationship?

Is the relationship suppose to substitute a hangout buddy who is obliged to be there at your every whimsical needs to interact with another human? Or somone to pass your time, oh n let’s throw in some sex since ur always gona be there! Note, the word used is sex, not love making.

Is this what relationship ultimately boils down to? Couples who barely know each other or pretend to know their other half?

Change is inevitable. Do we report these changes to them? Or is he or she suppose to pick up the changes with their ultra sensative couples radar? Is it so wrong to have an opinion regardless if the whole world had an opposing view on it?

Like it it not, those thoughts makes you the person you are. Everyone is entitled to an opinion. But if opinions, beliefs n principles are drasticallly opposed and unaccepted, den perhaps it’s best to keep one’s option open to the other half of the world’s population for a better suitor.

updates

It has certainly been a while since i last blogged. I must say that it has indeed been awhile since i felt the need to do anything. It was like my life was a standstill, except for the mundane cycle of going to work and completing my assignments. Even that seemed like a chore. I could wake up and vegetate on the couch till nightfall. Don’t even get started on the weight gain and the lagging performance at work and in my writing. It was as though I had given up on seizing the day, living life, yada yada…

Thankfully, by some miracle I manage to gather what is left of me. Although, i must confess I do slip up at times. But I must not let myself slide for too long.

The trip did me good. It allowed me to take the time to set my priorities. Im certain of the direction I’m going, the path has yet to be decided. I came back with a much more optimistic view of life, mine in particular. Im left with 2 essays before I’m done with school. Boifie is helping me out with my finances. I am truly grateful for that.

We went on a drive yesterday across the border for the usual refueling and seafood dinner. Feeling adventurous and random, we drove for almost 3 hours upstate and ended up in Melacca..All for A&W curly fries and root beer. Considering the highway toll and fuel..it has to be the most expensive dinner for us. But sure as hell mighty worth it!

Whats in that fridge??

Have u ever wondered wad happens when u shut d frigde door? Does ur fruits n vege have some kinda party? Or do they bitch bout u?

I used to wonder if d items in the fridge comes to life d moment I shut that door.. Den again, I was probably 5 when I had those thoughts…